化学十周实验第八周，现在真得开始干活了。后天交报告powerpoint初稿，下周四做报告，之后交论文。白天很困，测量用的机器还没修好，晚上回家还没开始写报告就在桌前睡着了。。。我这还是小本科生而已，对于博士生博士后们这就是家常便饭，白天在实验室、晚上在电脑桌前。真是很艰苦啊。不过经常会有到国外开学术会的机会，我们实验室的几个人这几天轮番出游，早上经常有人直接拉着行李箱就来学校了。不是一般人能过的生活。

Eels 乐队新出的专辑 Hombre Lobo 很有意思。12首关于男生暗恋女生的歌。每首歌都很好听，而且歌词都不是很难懂（我必须承认很多乐队的英文歌曲我就是看了歌词也不明白是什么意思），但都很美。。这里多贴几个。

I'm so bored
I wanna get into trouble
Buried alive
Beneath my life's rubble
I'll tell you what's really making me sad
Your disinterest is driving me mad
…
What's a fella gotta do
To spend a little time with you?
I'm so tired of feeling I could be more
I need a purpose
What am I for?
What I'd like
After close inspection
Is for you to look in my direction
…
Make my day
I'll make your night
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It always seems like you're going somewhere
Better than you've been before
While I go to sleep and I dream all night
Of you knocking at my door

That look you give that guy
I wanna see
Looking right at me
If I could be that guy
Instead of me
I'd be all I can be
…
I never thought that I could be so bold
To even say these thoughts aloud
But it, let's say, it won't work out
You know where I can be found
----
Everyday I wake up, wonder why
I'm alone when I know I'm a lovely guy
Birds come down from sky so blue
See all the beautiful things you do
Why can't I just get with you
----
My love is resting under a tree
She whispers softly in my ear
As she lay next to me
"That was the funnest day"
Her sad eyes beam
And it's all there
In my dreams
----
My timing is off
She isn't ready for my love
It's all that I got
But it's a pretty big thing
That she should recognize
The truth between us cannot hide
----
The longing is a pain
A heavy pressure on my chest
It rarely leaves
And my day becomes a quest
To try not to think about her
And all that she brings
Forget about her magic
All the beautiful things

The longing is a friend
A way to stay close
And feel like she's here
And feel like she knows
That when I say I would die for her
It's not just words
I really would
And to make the world a safer place for her
Well, I believe I really could

Surely there are other things to life
But I can't think of one single thing
That matters more
Than just to see her
To see her
Her tears
Her sorrow
Her faults
Her doubts
 
I love them all